art cards in frame – flower series

Because of cold, cloudy and rainy weather nowadays I feel somehow gloomy, too. I was up to take photos from the furniture of birthday calendar but I should delay it till a better, brighter day.
Another ‘art cards in frame’ is going to be presented with 4 cards from series ‘flower’.

 

I think, I’m gonna paint the frame with dark brown color..it looks much classy but also modern.;)

I rearranged my shop page a little bit, oh boy, I really hope that some day some body would know how hard I try and try again to bring some response and reaction to my stores.

*kind of miscellaneous
Recently I came to the blog of an artist and illustrator, Geninne D Zlatkis, living in Mexico and I was soon very fond of her fabulous illustrations, crafts, her plants and dog, family, house and just everything around her life.
I’ve learned how she go around with water color painting, how she draws, how she paints and through her site I’ve met the site envelop and from her activities I aroused my old interest in making stemples, it can be my next experimental discover for the birthday card project. And yesterday I was wandering again, half happily half envious, in her blog and clicked the very first blog posts from her, they began since 2005. No need to mention that her drawings have been developed so opulent and wonderful in those 5,6 years but about what I was really impressed, every friday she blogged a new, fresh illustration from her. And these were not only some looking good and pretty illustrations but full of imaginations, colors, inspirations and emotions.
I couldn’t keep my eyes away from her blog and in my thought I was going back and back to the time as I first started to be an artist..oh, my goodness, it was really hard time for me but sometimes I miss these banned years of my life. Then it was full of power to make something new by myself and it didn’t matter if this something gonna work out or make money to live on. And now I can’t even have curiosity about new thing, before I know that I can invest for it. I’ve lost the fun and energy taking photos of my daily life, from my kitchen. I’m remained with my old drawings and struggling to sell these drawings without knowing if I could.
I had to fight and learn with myself to accept the reality of life and find a compromise between my dream and the reality. And as a compromise what I’m doing and living now is not bad at all. But I really miss my virgin mind and courage from that time.
I got to think what’s wrong with me now, Actually I’m happy and doing fine. I have my safety and I have works to do, But I feel so often foredoomed whatever I do. I mean, why can she live on whatever she makes or draws and why does her life look so full of inspirations and relaxed? Does she show only the bright side of her life? Does she know special tips for marketing her own drawings? Does her day more than 24 hours, like 30 or 36 hours??
Maybe I’m expecting too much and too early for some results or yes, I’m too foul to work on it harder and continually, at least she had produced every week one or two finished art works and I do only when I have to…
or maybe I’m too uncertain to believe in me..probably all of them are true.
So, you know what? I want to be born new and refresh myself from my stubborn fear to fail. Watch out, it’s gonna be a long, long way running.

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About su-pyo

architect, artist & artisan

10 comments

  1. J

    폰드. 넘넘 맘에 들어요.
    가방이나 앞치마도 있으면 좋겠는데…
    품목은 인벨로프에서 그냥 정하는 거예요?

  2. 그래요? 그럼 특별히 지인님을 위해 가방이랑 앞치마도 어서 준비할께요.ㅎㅎ 품목은 내가 정하는 거거든요. 특별히 원하시는 그림 있어요? 폰드 그림으로다가 둘 다 할까요, 아님 다른 그림?ㅎㅎ 원하시는 대로 해드려요~

  3. J

    저 패브릭 아이템들 에치에도 올릴 수 있으면 더 많이 알릴 수 있고 인기 있을 것 같은데, 아쉽네요. 거긴 한번 눈에 띄면 계속해서 인지도가 높아지는 그런 게 있어서…
    그리고 이렇게 말하면 그냥 하는 얘기처럼 들릴지도 모르지만, 내 느낌엔 계속 쌓아가다보면 차츰 좋은 결과가 올 거 같아요. 그러다가 어느날 폭발적으로 어떤 돌파구가 나타나고… 자꾸 어줍잖은 소리 하는 거 같아 민망하지만; ^^;
    이런 저런 불안감들에 사로잡히지 않고 묵묵히 꾸준히, 그리고 즐기면서 하는 게 최고 같아요. 누구든, 무슨 일이든.

  4. J

    아 벌써 답이 달렸네요. ^^
    꽃그림들도 좋은데 흰색 천은 때가 잘 탈까 좀 걱정스러워서, 폰드가 여러 모로 좋을 것 같아요.
    품목은 다양하게 올려놓으면 다른 사람들도 선택의 폭이 넓어져 좋을 것 같아요.

  5. 저두 그 생각 많이 한답니다, 에치에서 팔 수 있음 참 좋겠다고. 지인님, 말씀 정말 고마워요, 민망해 하시지 말고 자꾸 저한테 이런저런 소리 많이 해주세요. 계속 쌓아가는 것도 중요하지만, 왠지 좀 더 질을 높여서 쌓아가야 한단 생각이 요즘 많이 들었어요. 사실, 난 내 물건들 남들 앞에 놓고 파는 데에는 너무나도 귀찮아해서 말이죠. 에치에 보여지는 샵들 사진들 보면 너무너무 예뻐보이는데, 제 껀 성의없이 올려놓은 사진들 같더라구요.
    하여간 시간을 두고 자꾸 개선시켜갈 생각입니다, 온라인샵들도 제 작업들도, 제 마음가짐도.^^
    그럼 가방이랑 앞치마도 조만간 올려볼께요~

  6. J

    가방은 꽃그림들도 다 괜찮을 거 같네요.^^;

  7. Thank you so much for your generosity Su-Pyo. You are too kind and your work is absolutely amazing! I posted one of your beautiful flowers at my Pintrest. I am your newest fan 🙂

  8. OOOOOHHHHH! I might be dreaming!! 😀 It's my great honor to have you by my blog and you are teaching me again with a new web world-pinterest.com, geee, how closed my eyes are. Thank you sooo much for your kind comment and I'm the happiest student and fan of yours!

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